LOng OvErdUe~

someone ask me why i've no longer post anything in the blog..
which comes as a pleasant surprise, someone actually read my blog..
lol..

i guess, it's not that i'm busy or anything..
i am simply, well just simply..
very, very lazy..
too lazy in fact that i wish i could sleep for an entire day..
no, maybe for an entire week..

i had my last day at that u-noe-wat fastfood joint,
and nothing.. well, nothing happens..
i just went off like i'll come back this weekend..
i'm gonna miss kak farha though..
or anyone that have been noce enuff to me in the short period of 2 months.
for those people who thinks i'm not worth it even to talk nicely to,
then, it's ur loss bebeh..
now you'll miss me, the one you thought is worthless..

i wonder what it is about people that makes them judge people so easily..
and i wonder what it is about those that have been judge and try so damn hard to nice..
well, i want to say that i belong to the latter category,
but, maybe.. just maybe, i am one of those that judge too..

and i have no idea why people just won't cooperate..
what is it about them, what is it that lives inside them that makes them believe that they can make it ALONE, BY THEMSELVES without undergoing the process or cooperating or giving-and-taking...

what goes around comes around,
i've never wanted to be mean or plotting vengeance, coz i'm definitely not thought like that by my parents..
but, if these people (whoever that is, if u knew, than good, if u don't, it's for me to know, and for u to find out) aren't going to cooperate when it's my time, then i guess when it is their time, i won't give a damn cooperation either...
bless their rebellious soul but hell no!! next time u r in this position, u'll suffer..

i guess i'm not a good of a leader myself..
though i want to lead by experience, i practically have none..
and when i want to lead by logic and brain thought, my heart always influence me..
so what makes me a good leader?
my people..
i have amazing people working with me and for that i am thankful..
i'm learning in every step of the way..
and i'm glad that i have these people with me..
i could not ask for anything better..

wow, this is an amazingly long entry..
amazing.. did i say its amazing??
it is..