all the sleepless night+a WEIRD dream...

hurm,
i can't seems to recall the last time i had a really gud nite sleep..
i've been tossing and turning all night long..
for how many nights oredi..
so tired woo...
it felt like i cud have fallen asleep on my motorcycle..
then, come this horrible imagination of squeak and screams and KEBABOOOOMMMM!!!
*DARKNESS*
*DEATH*

anyway,
last night,
after all the tossing and turning trying to fall asleep..
with mel next to me sleeping like a baby..
(how i envy her got to sleep like a baby)
i did got some sleep..

and i got this WEIRDest dream..
in the dream, i am so damn happy..!!!
HAPPY GILER!!
OUT OF THIS WORLD..
then, all of a sudden, i'm awake and realised all those happiness was just a dream..
i was kinda forcing myself to sleep in order to find out bout the ending of the dream..
but hell, nothing works..

i guess, i just miss that particular someone..
*sigh*