the day i sat with 3, and looking into his eyes..

i wuz as usual,
minding my own business..
and suddenly..
there he is!!
the one i've been praying not meeting or seeing..
(sbnrnyer x r jugak, but hoping that i will catch a glimpse of him from afar and he will not noticed me..)
so, as he was busy talking wit his fren,
aku pon menyelinap r senyap2.. persis ninja boy..
but then, the 2nd time i saw him..
it was too late..
he noticed me oredi!!
he asked me to join him and his fren..
aiyorkk..
i shud have walk away, but instead, i sat there with him+his fren..
bengong!!

so..
i sat in front of him,
acting like i'm cool and all..
but inside, i cud feel my heart shrinking..
i am actually going to the phase of breaking them..
all over again..
we talked bout all those crap yg we always talked about..
about the middle of the conversation i realised for SURE!!!
nothing i was hoping before is going to EVER happen between us..
i was hardly listening to the words he was saying then..
luckily, he cudn't stay for long..
(relief+emotional.. i noe!! cam syial!!)

when he left,
i kinda have to take a moment to myself and check whether i'm ok..
turns out, my heart is ok..
it doesn't shrink, or break, or bleed...
it's fine..
i'm fine..