hepy merdeka day!!

erm,
1st and foremost,
hepi 50th merdeka day to Malaysia!!
hah.. it's been 50 years..
the question is, MERDEKAkah minda kite?
erk, i started to sound intelectual..
erk??

anyway, just stay at home this short holiday..
got 4 test+1 possible test next week..
can't afford to berpoya2..
although i badly wanted too..
the worst part is,
at home pon, it's not like i study for 24 hours..
hahaha..

my bro went off with my motorcycle..
where the hell he went pon i don't noe..
eii.. geram btol!!
i need to go somewhere ni..
nk gi s.a amek nota kat ida..
cepat la balik budak gundut!!!

ohohoh..
another blogthing..

Your Psyche is Red

You are bright, bold, energetic, and intense. Your upbeat, zany energy inspires those who are down. Spontaneous and playful, you also have a courageous and fearless side. When you are too red: you are angry, overprotective, and truly scary. When you don't have enough red: you are depleted and lifeless.

What Color Is Your Psyche?

study hard till u r dead..

You Are an Okay Student

You know how to get by school, but your heart isn't always in it. Motivation is a problem for you. Maybe you need to study something more exciting!

Are You a Good Student?

hahaha.. i need to study something more interesting..
like what?
erm..
i dunno eh..

i noe, i noe..
another blogthings post..
currently addicted to it..
hehe..

abnormality

You Are 20% Abnormal

You are at low risk for being a psychopath. It is unlikely that you have no soul. You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at low risk for having a social phobia. It is unlikely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. You are at low risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is unlikely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

How Abnormal Are You?

erm, i'm pretty sure i'm not a psychopath.. although i'm not actually sure what that supposed to mean.. *mati la!!* and i do have a soul.. hahaha..

i am a chaotic mess.. all the time!! i like being messy.. it's just me.. if i'm not messy, than there's something totally wrong with me.. haha..

i am so not in love with my reflection.. giler ke hape? i'm not even vain, so, how the hell am i supposed to be in love with my reflection..?? the thing is, there's times i hate my reflection..*sigh*

i don't have social phobia.. but, i dunno.. i rather not be in the crowd..

and i'm so not OCD.. i'm not that obsessed with order.. hahah..

as it is..

erm,
been thinking on the wherebouts i'm going to spend my merdeka's eve..
as usual,
i have always been a stay-at-home type of person..
somehow being in the real world is not my favourite moment..
especially wit tonnes of people on merdeka's eve..
but quoted from cuda "eh, 50 tahun merdeka, mesti meriah gile.."
makes me want to go la to the celebration..
summore the U always have ambang merdeka wat..
so, i asked my lil bro whether he wants to come with me or not..
he agreed and said that it is his first time celebrating ambang merdeka..
IT'S MY 1ST TIME TOO!!!
so, yea..
maybe, just maybe.. i'll celebrate the merdeka's eve kat U...

erm,
on other news..
i'm totally broke..
it must be because of the bday celebration and the bio book..
hahaha..
but, i have no prob what so ever la with that kan..
what's done is done..
i just have to wait for next month allowance to came in..
aiyooh...
hikhik..

changes..

she never change..
after 10 years, she never does..
and never will..

why can't she just love him?

=(

i don't give a dem nymore..

erm, ok..
it's official..
tuesday is my fav day for the time being..
i have only 2 class for tuesday..
the class starts at 10.30..
and ends at 4.00..
i got to spent sometimes wit my dic buddies..
what cud be bet-fricking-ter than that?

erm, well..
today.. talk woth 3 for more than an hour..
at 1st, i thought i'm going to burst and just run away..
than, it occurs to me..
hey, i have no feeling wat so ever la towards this guy..
not anymore..
i don't have that butterfly in my stomach..
haha..
i'm free....!!! wEEeee!!
(i might be crazy too.. but hell!!!!)
wEeeeeEEEe!!

a shout out!!

this is a shout out for my frens in chem engine!!!
especially to aboy, since you r like the only person yg bace blog ni...
hahaha...
erm, if u find the time away from ur studies to read this...
BUAT BTOL2!!!!!
KO BOLE!!!!
jgn jadi giler sudah...!!
GUD LUCK!!

on other news..
my room's aircond break down..
aiyoh..
dah la the weather is so dem hot nowadays..
then, the aircond plak wat hal..
bengang tol aku..
so, i'll be squatting at my bro's room for a couple of days..
until the aircond is fix..

tomorrow got extra-mandarin class..
tongue twisting saturday!!

homesick.. kinda..

erm,
got homesick..
erk, class-sick kot..
aiyork..
i really really really missed budak2 ni r...!!!

beberapa bait lirik lagu when you're gone..

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

i miss you guys badly..
i dun like larr those budak2 "unoewhat"..

life and death..

in the midst of happiness celebrating my bro's 16th bday..
a shocking and sad news comes..
a neighbour of mine, abang fakhrul passed away..
AL-FATIHAH..
moga rohnya ditempatkan di kalangan mereka yang beriman..

happy birthday!!

today is my bro's bday..
he's turning 16..
aiyork..!! that's mean i'm old oredi..

went to secret recipe to celebrate..
aiyork..
that's the last time i went to secret recipe with me buying larr..
it cost a lot and capik cudn't stop thanking me..
hikhik..
but we had a gud time..
summore, gud food also...
so, what the hell kan...

fricking test!!!

got 2 test today..
but i just don't bother to read any of the subject..

QA- the test that have been postponed 3 times..
never ever ni my years of tertiary studies that i have a test that have postponed 3 times..!!!
so yea, i just don't give a dem bout the test nymore..
after spending a week worrying..
i just don't give a dem..!!

bio- hahaha...
i noe i shud read tis one..
i noe!!
but then, the fact that it's going to be objective just contribute to my lazyness..
malas seyh...
coz i noe if i don't know the answer,
i cud just pick one answer.. any answer..

msalah btol!!

ogos??

gosh..
it's august oredi?
aiyork..
time flies so fast la...
whooshhh!!

accidently stab my left hand in an attempt to cut a lime..
aper jadah la kan..
the blood won't stop even though it's not that big of a cut..
well, maybe it's deep..
still hurts eventhough this happen more than 12 hours ago..

my brother spends the night at his friend's house..
it does feels weird..
aiyoh.. it's his 16th bday next week..
soon, he will have his motorcycle license..
n i have the feelings that i'm not going to see him this often anymore after that..
no more him riding motorcycle with me to the movies.. or the shops..
hahaha..
next time i'm going to ride the mototrcycle with him..
that if he doesn't find a girlfriend..
hahaha...

my bad week..

so, i promise the lowdown of my horrendous week if i make it to the weekend kan?
well, seems like i made it to this weekend in one piece..
wait, let me check again...
yerp!!
one piece..
although my heart are severely beaten and injured, it is still in one piece...
(fuh.. luckily..)

ok, my week started out fine.. the usual patah-tangan+jari-aku-menyalin-nota-dengan-amat-laju.. an hour of biology and finished the day with math..

until tuesday come, when i found out bout that frickin sengal punyer budak yg steal my brother credit while he is praying..
mak bapak x ajar ker aper?
aku geram btol..!!!
rase cam nk pegi duku2 je kepala dia..
my brother pon one thing, kept quiet.. bagi sgt kawan pijak2 kepala..
kalo aku, aku pijak jer kepala dia balik!!!
kuang ajar!!
people will says that i'm protective of my brother..
but the things that makes me PISSED, is the fact that budak biol tu..
have no respect towards my father effort to give the farkin kredit to my brother..
bapak aku keje, bukan nk bg topap free kat dia...
and yea, my brother got 'basuh' too..
for his ignorance and letting his friends do anything they pleased even though it is dem wrong!!
aku dh sampai nk gadoh ngan dia..

then later that nite,
i realised..
how much i missed my father..
living in klang have somehow made me felt like he is missing..
i want to be able to come home and talk to him bout my day..
i want to noe whether he is well or not..
aiyork.. so that nite..
crying..(yea, yea.. i noe.. emosi memenuhi diri) i wrote my father a letter..
yes, a letter.. a snail mail..
telling him how much i miss him..

ohh yea..
the week only become rough..
when i've been studying thrice for the test that kept on postponed..
on wednesday, i become so dem angry..
that i just burst into loud talking- and fast walking..
an apparent indication of me being angry!!

then, it only get worst when i asked politely to the lecturer of 3-times-postponed-subject whether i can do the test in friday because i have another test next monday..
and he said no..
without even considering it..
i was about to snap in his office..
but then, somehow i decided that's not a good idea..
so, as the outcome of that...
i am going to have 2 test next monday!!!
which is one indication that my monday will be hell!!
shoot!!

and of course..
the thought of me gadoh ngan my brother friend is one of the highlight of the week..
hahahaha...
i felt like i'm in technique again..
nak gadoh2..
konon cam terer...
hikhik...

been having a rough week..
a really really really really rough week..
all the details if i got to the weekend in one piece..

dem it!!