*flails*

OMG!!!
miura and oguri in the same movie??
crows zero 2???
yaay!!!!

yay.

updates on the ungraceful fall and the 100th entry..

so, went to the clinic..
and i got an injection and 3 days mc..
woh.. the last time i got a three days mc was.. well..
unheard off..

and, this is my 100th entry..
talk bout meaningful ehh..

fall from grace~

yes people, i fall from my motorcycle..
in the middle of a busy road in klang..
luckily the car behind me manage to stop on time, otherwise i'll be long gone by now..
i'm typing this with one hand, the other is.. well, not so good..
i got pain here and there..
but, overall i'm doing just fine..
i want to cry, i really do,
but, i dunno, i just felt that i shouldn't be such a crybaby~
the motorcycle is in dire condition..
the handle is no longer align with the tyre..
the front light is smashed, done!
and that will cause me money..
i guess, i'll miss that environment class this evening..
as for the lab tonight..
i'm not even sure..
now, i really felt like crying..
shoot.
excuse me..

born to make u happy??

ahhh.. the holiday is coming to an end.. shoot.
so, i thot, this called for a meaningful post..
ahahaha.. so-called-meaningful larr..
i've been lurking around ljsecret..
something like post secret, but with more secrets.. (??)
so, here's the top 10 secret that i like best (not in particular order)..
u be the judge whether these secrets are/were my secrets..





















all image credit goes to ljsecret@livejournal

life lesson people.. it's a life lesson~

check out this video from Baz Luhrman..
and keep it near to you~



Ladies and Gentlemen of the class of '99,

Wear sunscreen. If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long term
benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis or
reliable then my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice....now.

Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Oh, nevermind, you won't understand the power and
beauty of your youth until they've faded, but trust me in 20 years, you'll look back at photos of
yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous
you really looked. You are not as fat as you imagine.

Don't worry about the future, or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra
equation by chewing bubblegum.

The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind: the kind that blindsides
you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday.

Do one thing every day that scares you.

Sing.

Don't be reckless with other people's hearts; don't put up with people who are reckless with yours.

Floss.

Don't waste your time on jealousy. Sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind. The race is
long, and in the end, it's only with yourself.

Remember compliments you receive; forget the insults. (if you succeed in doing this, tell me how).

Keep your old love letters; throw away your old bank statements.

Stretch.

D on't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your life. The most interesting people
I know didn't know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives; some of the most interesting 40 year
olds I know still don't.

Get plenty of Calcium. Be kind to your knees -- you'll miss them when they're gone.

Maybe you'll marry, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll have children, maybe you won't. Maybe you'll
divorce at 40; maybe you'll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary.

Whatever you do, don't congratulate yourself too much or berate yourself, either. Your choices are half
chance, so are everybody else's.

Enjoy your body: use it every way you can. Don't be afraid of it or what other people think of it; it's the
greatest instrument you'll ever own.

Dance...even if you have no where to do it but in your own living room.

Read the directions (even if you don't follow them).

Do not read beauty magazines; they will only make you feel ugly.

Get to know your parents; you never know when they'll be gone for good.

Be nice to your siblings: they're your best link to your past and the people most likely to stick with you in
the future.

Understand that friends come and go, but what a precious few should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps
and geography and lifestyle, because the older you get, the more you need the people you knew when you
were young.

Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard.

Live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft.

Travel.

Accept certain inalienable truths: prices will rise, politicians will philander, you too will get old; and when you
do, you'll fantasize that when you were young, prices were reasonable, politicians were noble, and children
respected their elders.

Respect your elders.

Don't expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund, maybe you'll have a wealthy spouse,
but you never know when either one might run out.

Don't mess too much with your hair or by the time you are 40, it will look 85.

Be careful whose advice you buy, but be patient with those who supply it. Advice is a form of nostalgia;
dispensing it is a way of wishing the past from the disposal--wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts, and
recycling it for more than it's worth.

But trust me on the sunscreen.

again?

i've typed a long entry on the movie susuk..
and i accidently delete it?
shoot. how does that happens?
lol.. i failed~

erm, today is thursday..
could the time be moving any faster?
i still got my evt asgmt and organic lb report to do..
aiyorh..
the lab report, i couldn't even got passed the procedure..
why on earth??

somemore, the weather this past few days have been extremely nice..
some rain, sweet breeze..
ahh.. sleeping is good neh...

ohh god..
it's monday turning tuesday..
and all i did was procrastinating..
i am so dem pissed at myself for procrastinating,
thus, i'm going to keep doing it..
shoot.
lazy is one thing, procrastinating is another..
this is the attitude that is going to kept me away from total world-domination (not that i'm planning any.. ngee~)


and simply because i'm finding excuses to continue procrastinating,
here's my screenshot, with some mindless rumbling..
it's not that i have nothing better to do..
i just won't do it..
lol..

breeze of a perfectly gud holiday~

hurm, one more day to go..
then, the term break will be here..!!!
it's here~~~!!!!
wheee~
pure joy!!!

ohhh...
but then again,
it won't be like a break at all..
i have my thesis and lab reports to do..
dem it!!!

note: damdam is still not home, my brother kept telling me to accept that maybe, just maybe, he will never come back..

damdam~ kaeru kudasai.. atashi wa sabishi yo~

shoot.

come back baby~

damdam went missing..
the last time i saw him was yesterday evening,
he was sleeping while i'm surfing the net..
then, when i'm about to leave for class,
i pick him up and put him outside..

*sigh*
this is what gonna happens with a fully matured male cats,
they tend to roam during their mating season..

today, i came home and noticed that his food bowl nearly empty,
thinking that he's back, i'm relieved,
unfortunately, my brother told me that another cat has come and eat the foods..
aiyoh..

i hope he is safe while on his quest for offspring production.. =)
come back soon damdam~

recollection~

i've done this in january..
a couple of things have change..
so, i want to do it again..
(basically i'm procrastinating my way out of organic lab report..lol)

*******
Bold the statements that are true for you.
Italicise the statements that you wish are true.
Leave the fibs alone.
Then, tag 5 people to do the same test.
*******
I miss somebody right now.
I do not watch tv these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I have tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I have changed mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I curse.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.

I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller ID.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I'm shy around members of the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I have tried alcohol before.
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friend.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with girls.
I'm obsessed with boys.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I study for tests most of the time.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I have jazz in my blood.
Climbing trees is a brilliant pastime.
I wear a toe ring.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
I love being happy.
*******

so, have it change since january..
it sure does..
does the change worth it?
it worth every single second..

it sux, isn't it?

if there's one problem i'm facing..
then this is it..
my time management sux!!!!!!!!
why did it has to be that way..
eheh, talking like that as if it was none of my fault..
what exactly that went wrong??

ahh.. this week, with a raging fever,
i couldn't even think rationally to save my a**..
then, this weekend..
ohh this weekend,
why the modul??
why the modul???
hurm, i just repeated myself..

and then, the e-NR website is so slow and so.. so...
i've lost good words to say, so, i better says none..
anyway, mel informed me last friday that they want some kind of chasis and engine number for the sticker application..
heck.. i just ride a motorcycle..
renewing license and roadtax pon x leceh cmnih..

since i sux at mental notes,
here's what i have to do in the hours to come..
- finish organic lab report..
- print and read the toxicology notes i collected over the net, coz it is long overdue.. he gave the assignment thursday last week for goddem sake.. ohhh... procrastination~
- ask ct for any mandarin assignment since i miss the class last tuesday..
- forsis ajk's meeting.. talk bout the dinner's post mortem and the t-shirt.. and, well, and.. anything else i could think off..
- monday: send the validation paper, and the fax with the meeting attendance at pejabat am.. at 5, after evt, have got to go to toxic group discussion.. MUST READ THE NOTES FIRST!!!!
- tuesday: for. sc. lab report dicsussion after mandarin class..

ohhhh!!!! a torture called module.. why?? why???

laSt weEkeNd..

so, while last week proved to be one of the most miserable week for me, the weekend was actually quiet good, with few highlights here and there..

first off is definitely the dinner..
well, the forsis dinner..
overall, everything went smoothly..
but, i do wish for less controversies (and more foods.. ahahaha)..
that said and done, it went okay..

myself, emmy and syai..
hehe, i didn't bring any camera myself, so, i've been pestering in others camera all night.. ahahaha..
then, it's basically me and the girls..


then, comes the class photo..


ehhh, what am i doing here? sleeping??


the next day, was outing day with cuda and alya..
the initial plan was to go to kg. baru and low yatt..
and that's exactly what we do..
hehehe..
here's cuda..
with a slight glimpse of the 'abang' yg alya rented the car from..


having our breakfast at mamak's in seksyen 7..
bukan main lapor, x bole nk tngu smpai KL dlu br makan.. ahahaha


alya tgh kemas barang smbil membebel..

hey! i was supposed to be in this photo as well..


here's cuda doing.. eehhhh? what are u doing dik??



the thing is, through all this events, i was having the fever of my life..
ahahaha..


anyway, just a bonus..
here's damdam..
he basically took over my throne of being the most 'kecoh' in the house..
his 'meow'ing is enough to drive me crazy..
but me likey damdam..~

One Ok rOCk~

ahahaha..
some of my closest friends know bout my current obsession with a japanese band, One Ok Rock..
for me, their music is very expressive yet it is easy to relate to.. (though without the english translation, i have no fricking idea what their songs mean, which is such a pity.. =[ )

ok so, tonight i found out that two of them used to be in this hip-hop-dance-(boy??)-band and one of them is a former member of a boyband and another one is a model.. ahahaha.. isn't it funny?

quoting from a fan "one ok rock has no street credit".. ahahah, u've got it right.. but, i guess that kind of background makes them able to produce such wonderful music now, isn't it??

i *heart* one ok rock..

ahhh.. i'm off~

siCk anD vEry bitChy..

and the fever is still here..
aiyorh.. sux..
this sux..

apparently, when i'm sick..
i'm bitchy, whiny and most of all, very, very sensitive..
lol.. wtf? just wtf?

unwELL..

i am officially on fever..
my nose is runny, my head is heavy, my eyes is burning..
hello mr. fever!!!
the last time i had a fever was before degree, which is like a year already..

wow, i'm in my 2nd year of degree..
and i just can't seem to get the hang of it yet..
not yet..