my not so gud momentS..

well, did my bel presentation today..
i got stopped 4 times..!!!
before i can actually procedes to the real thing..
apparently, i can only gave so gud of the example on how a gud presentation shud not be like..
erk, does tat come across right?
the story is like tis larr..
i said something... WRONG!!!!!!!
"RE-DO!!!!"
than i said something else.. WRONGGGG AGAINNNN!!!
"RE-DO!!!!"
and that goes on like 4 times...
by the 4th time, i've almost given up..
but the presentation went smooth after that..
since i'm opposing the the controversial issue,
seems that all those "stopping" help me in my presentation..
my frustration somehow build up inside me and i just let it flow..
i almost cry when i told the audience why "sex selection in babies should not be performed!!"
emosi btol!!

after that,
got this crazy 'menyalin' kelas..
i am basically pissed off by those people that takes everything like a game jer..
when it got to do with your grades!!!
arrrghhhhhh.!!!!

my tests sux..
basically most of them sux!!
i've never work this hard and not obtaining the result i don't expect (in a bad way) during diploma..
arghhhh!!!!
i've work so hard, and i got cukup makan (untuk lulus) result.. 25/50...
I AM SUX!!!!!

rest in peace little girl..

AL-FATIHAH



my heart goes to nurin jazlin's family..
it is such a painful experience to undergo this Ramadhan..
adik nurin, rest in peace little sister..
whoever that done this to you will get what he deserve..

what has become of our world today?
kids are supposed to be protected..
not raped, sodomized and murdered!!
how could you?

hEctic

it's been more than a week since my last update..
apparently, i've change the blog template.
blogskins got so many template,
yet i cannot decide for sure..
so, maybe.. just maybe..
i'll change the template again..

erm, this week will be a hectic week!!!
Tuesday- test separation
Wednesday- Bel submission
Thursday- Mandarin Oral Test
Friday- bio presentation..

friday afternoon, buka puasa with my starians frens kat the curve..
=)

hectic!!

uuuu... the convo schedule is out...
24th November...

daddy's girl

my ayah is in town..
i miss him a lot..
having him around is one of the best feeling ever..



we had a looooonnnnnngggg chat..
i particular line of his that i love..
"sampai kiamat pon lina anak ayah.."
yerp.. sampai kiamat pon lina anak ayah..

=)

where i wish i am..

i'm wishing for the ultimate getaway..
aiyoh.. wudn't it be gud to have the ultimate getaway???
away from everything and anything..
away from the responsibility of living each day to its fullest?
away from the responsibility to act in people's norm?
away from the hustle bustle of the city?
away from selfishness of man?
away from it all?

i wish i cud be here..
now!!



or here



here also can..



pendek kate, anywhere with beaches also can larr...

aiyorhh...

cuppycakes..

erm, been wanting to post this picture for a long time..
dunno why i didn't do it..



it's the kapkek i buy for the dip mates gath bout 2 months ago..
very nice taste..
anyone interested in ordering,
check out sosweetpliz.blogspot.com

source of entertainment and feel good time..

when i feel down,
one of the way i lift myself up,
is by listening to michael buble or los lonely boys..
somehow, my music taste have change a lot during this couple years..
although i still very much enjoy listening to sum 41, foo fighters and the white stripes,
i guess, i grew mellow kot..
currently is obssesed with michael buble's everything..
aiyoh..
i really love this song larr...



erm, talking bout los lonely boys,

i want to get their new album,
but it is nowhere to be found..!!!
one thing i love bout los lonely boys other than their music,
is the fact that they are brothers making great music together..
i love family works..
talking bout family works, the corrs have always been one of my fav..

on other news,
when talking bout favourite actor from hollywood..
jude law has always been my favourite..



but now, i have a new fav actor..
hahahaha...
(can u see the gatalness in my face? haha)
jeng jeng jeng...



yes, ladies and gentleman..
it's Shia Labeouf..
no, i didn't became his fan by watching transformers or disturbia,
i didn't even watch transformers.. simply bcoz it's not my thing..
i didn't go watch disturbia coz i've been caught up with a lot of stuff at that time..
i was his fan back when he was the even stevens..
then Holes, then the Greatest game ever played..
then the Saturday Night Live he hosted!!

feel good time..

anger? me?

not being able to get angry, anger me up!!
arghhhh!!!
i promise my mak that i will not get angry "that" often,
that i will be more 'lemah lembut' with people..!!!
i cannot stand it!!!!
i cannot stand being all nice and smiley crazy!!!
coz i'm not!!!!!
i just love to be angry!!!!!!

geez.. i never thot i'll say that..
something is totally wrong with me!!!
i need help!!

You Are 58% Angry

Generally, you are not an angry person. But you're easily frustrated and enraged. You have one heck of a temper. And because of your anger, you tend to feel resentful and even spiteful. You already know how to quell your anger. You just need to do it more often.

How Angry Are You?