so,
it's been the longest time since my entry is filled with more than 50 words.. now, now, what happened??
currently in final exam mode, when i said i'm in final exam mode, it's not that i am in study mode.. it's more like, i'm in lazy mode... u see, i don't function well under pressure (or do i..?), so, when pressure is all around, i prefer to sleep.. basically to block all the negative energy of pressure from getting into me.. then, i'll wake up, freaking myself out of the world.. it's such a normal thing, that everytime i freak out after the sleep, i just sigh, and said.. "let's get this done with"..
in case u haven't noticed, i talk to myself.. a lot.. i talked to myself more than i talked with anyone else.. and i do talk a lot with others.. so, you do the math..
talking bout math, it is like my number one enemy.. numbers, as fascinating as it can be, does not appeal to me in any ways..
we (me and mel) went for our lunch today, and when we finish lunch and about to get back to mel's place.. the men from friday prayer pon keluar.. aiyoh.. the scene is havoc.. mel is oredi angry.. somemore, there's this one bastard who will not give way to us, it's a one way street i guess.. but which way??
before we have our lunch, i actually drag mel to faculty..(well, mine that is, not hers..) to take a snapshot of my test scheme.. that thing is 6 pages long, and i really doesn't felt like copying it all down.. so, mel comes to the rescue.. anyway, u can totally see the reflectance of me and mel in the photo.. coz, well.. i'm crazy that way..
on our way to the answer scheme, we passed through cafe, and well.. i saw 3.. with his gf.. at first, i thot it was some random girl that he always spent his time with.. but, hey, it turns out it was THE gf.. so, he's still with the girl.. i guess i misjudged him.. (or am i..??)
talking bout 3, i don't miss him anymore, it feels weird.. it's like having a vacant space right there in ur heart.. the space was originally filled with 3, now, just empty and so.. so.. peaceful.. i think, even the grass is greener on that side.. now, now.. i used to really.. really.. really.. like him.. (i'm not sure if its love though, coz, how do love feels?) but, now.. i have this amazingly neutral feeling when i saw and talked to him.. things are so much simpler that way.. isn't it??
ohh.. so, there's this buzz going around bout my high school alumni club.. gosh, i just don't want to be there.. my 2 last years in high school basically sux.. i did met people who i still remains good friend with.. while for some, please.. let us forget that we even know each other.. u and me, us.. shoud never be in the same sentence ever again.. coz, well.. it's just wrong..
erm, what else left to say.. ohh.. i so, so, so, so, so, so want a bandai mugen puchi puchi.. i've never wanted a toy so badly since leaving primary school.. that being said, i also need to save up for a PSP.. dem it.. i want toys!!!